My fingers hovered over the keyboard. I didn’t cry. The tears had dried up somewhere around month twenty-two, when I had to choose between dental antibiotics and paying her November rent.
I picked up my phone and dialed the property management agency.
“Parkview Properties, this is Mark.”
“Mark, my name is Sydney Taylor. I am the third-party account payor for Unit 4B at 1842 North Fullerton Parkway. Lease holder: Samantha Turner.”
“Yes, Ms. Taylor. How can I help you today?”
“I am calling to formally provide written and verbal notice that my recurring ACH authorization is revoked effective immediately. Do not draw the July first rent from my checking account.”
A pause on the other end, followed by the clatter of keystrokes. “Understood, Ms. Taylor. Be advised, the lease does not expire until December thirty-first. If payment is not rendered by the fifth of the month, the tenant of record—Samantha Turner—will receive a formal five-day notice to cure or quit, followed by legal filing.”
“Send it to her,” I said. “Send it directly to her.”
I terminated the call. Then, I drafted a text message to my mother.
“Mom. I have cancelled the automatic payments for the Fullerton apartment. The lease is your responsibility moving forward. I will not be paying July rent. Do not ask me for it, and do not ever tell another relative that you are supporting me financially.”
The response arrived seven minutes later. Three separate messages, each more hysterical than the last:
“How dare you? How dare you do this to me right before my summer committee review? You are doing this out of pure, vindictive jealousy because you know your sister is being honored next month!”
“You gave me your word, Sydney. You promised you would stand by this family. Your father cannot know about this—his blood pressure cannot take it. If you cause a scandal now, his health will be on your hands!”
And then, five minutes later, a photograph: a screenshot of a two-thousand-dollar designer leather tote bag Natalie had apparently gifted her for Mother’s Day, followed by a single line of text:
“At least one of my daughters understands the meaning of gratitude. You will always be small, Sydney.”